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Ariful Haque Subin

A veteran User Experience Designer Frontend Developer

Based in

Dhaka, Bangladesh

    

Confessions

The last one to leave

Today’s confession is about a friend, the last one to leave. Sometimes in life, we meet people who speak our language, reflect our personality, and whom we can’t help but admire. We want to keep them close and be there for them whenever they need a shoulder. We don’t want […]

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The Protagonist’s Dilemma

This world is no sanctuary for those who feel too much. It rarely values those who dare to lay their hearts on the line. In the end, it often becomes the subject of humor or gossip. Though not entirely clear, I am probably beginning to see my way out. I […]

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From Lyrics to Life

I have forever existed as a compilation of all my most cherished melodies and lyrical verses, specially the ones that resonate deeply within. The deeper the hollow, the stronger the bond. Is it magic? is it witchcraft? The way music steers my feelings remains a mystery beyond my grasp. On […]

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Dancing with Darkness

… Inner Voice: “That’s not the answer. I’ve been to a really dark place before. It felt like I was standing at the edge of the void and it seemed so inviting.” Subconscious: “The void can be all-consuming. It’s sometimes easier to give in to that scary feeling than to […]

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I miss simpler days

People do not like talking about depression. Neither do I, to be honest. But it’s easier to talk about it online than in person. Depression is a lot like waves to me. Not a constant sort of wave. I spend days without worrying about it and then there comes a […]

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The Messenger

Chester Bennington

It’s 10.30 am – October 19, 2019, I am suddenly feeling very heavy while listening to ‘Pushing me away’ by Linkin Park. It’s been 2 years and 3 months since Chester passed away. And for some reason, listening to his songs still makes me think about his suicide and makes […]

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